It quiet around here, no one else is up. I hear the crows making their usual rounds, Havent' seen Mr. Cardinal yet or the chocolate and yellow labs that come to play in the creek each morning. I'm sure they'll be here soon. The yellow one reminds me of our Ginger that we had to get rid of becuase 'she' was getting into peoples trash, etc. She is still missed.
Closed doors, waiting, letting go, not voicing my opinion. These are lessons God is trying to teach me.
There are things happening-my first instinct is to run away, quit, go onto something else. But there is something telling me to stay put, see what happens, stick it out. Maybe it's just stupidity but I don't think so. People have things all worked out for their good, people who are 'Christian' but who work and fanagle things around how they want it.
So, I'm going to take things one day at a time, do what I'm suppose to do and let God take care of the rest. I'm fighting it tho. I have that stubborn selfish will. But I'm learning. And thankfully, He still sees me as teachable.